"there is no pain that surpasses out living your own child"
Oh lord, iv been through it alot, isnt it time to mend whats been broken?
Oh lord what shall i do?
Is this my punishment for resenting this weak body which u have blessed me with, this un-growing, this evergreen gift?
Oh lord is it the sins of yesterday that holds your blessings from reaching, when i was in the deepest depths of despair hating this gender?
How can i undo what can not be undone?
Oh lord im falling in despair once again with no light to show me the way, no hand to grab me, with no arms to hold me and tell me it will be okay.
Lord im not strong, im afraid ill fail this test too.
If i do, what will become of me?
Oh lord, are u up there watching over me?
Or am i being judged as i speak?
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