Would this raging flame of anger and melancholy be put down one day? I dont know how long ill be able to keep it up. Longing for more yet settling for so little and feeling that i dont matter hurts and the pain runs deeper every time. I dont wanna be convenient, whenever they want me, they find me, and then be tossed aside. Is it wrong to long for more? And why wouldnt they even notice that something is wrong with me? Is this the path i choose? What the fk have i chosen? What the fk have i done? Never would i ever thought it would end up like this.
Future me, i hope ur doing better.
Ill keep saying its ok so that ud be ok, future me.
Ill try to believe that it's all good, so that ud be good, future me.
Im doing my best for u so i hope itll all mount to something and make a difference, my beloved future me.
Oh beloved self, im so sorry for all the shit uv been through 🖤
-Trivial yet accumulating
-Venting the events on April 20th-21st
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