May 5th / Nostagia - Yearn

Oh dear, its not that ur always remembered.
I do go on months without a memory of u, but then, u come to my mind and ruin it all.
And I go back to that last memory we had six years ago, unable to delete it and be done with it.
Whenever I hear ur name, im reminded of u.
Whenever The show stars, im reminded oh u.
Whenever The song plays, im reminded of u.
And sometimes, out of the blue, a yearn burns within bringing all sweet memories we had.

And i feel suffocating. Memories are distorted and the selective ones hurt because theyr so tender, so sweet.
Why wont this nostalgia die down.
Why cant i let go of a msg from u which u wrote 6 years ago?
I know i have moved on but then why do i get too scared to press "delete" to our last memory?

To what am i clinging exactly?